I scream my lungs at you,
I say how I feel,
But they are words,
That you'll never hear,
There are things,
I wanna say,
But I can't get the courage,
Even though I...,
I gotta get more assertive,
I need to be heard,
And I'm falling on deaf ears,
But I have to make it stop,
Because I need to be heard.
Every Time I Come Home,
I Seal Myself Away In My Room,
It's The Only Safety I Find,
Inside These Four Walls,
Some Ask Me How,
Some Ask Me Why,
That I Close Myself In,
And I Tell Them,
When I Close The Door,
It Silences The Yelling,
When I Close The Door,
I Can Escape From It Temporarily...
Oh Honey,
I Woke Up This Morning,
Wishing You Were Next To Me,
Instead Of The Rain Just Pouring,
I Would Give You A Little Kiss,
Then I Would Let You Rest,
I Would Make You Breakfast,
To Show You Are The Best,
Honey You Must Be An Angel,
Because Without You,
I Would Be In Hell,
I Know This To Be True,
I Hold You when You're Happy,
And When You Are Sad,
But I Know Whenever I Do,
You Seem To Look Glad,
As My Memory Constantly Wanders,
Some From Near And Some From Far,
I Remember That Night,
When We Kissed Under The Stars,
From That Night On,
I Knew If A Different Reality Had Been
I Would Write Your Name In The Stars,
I Wo
As I Walk Down This Road,
The Light Starts To Dim,
And I Feel Enlightened Because,
I See Things Are Becoming More Grim,
I Used To Carry My Torch,
And Walked With Pride,
But Now I Struggle To Hold It,
To Protect Your Hide,
There Used To Be More,
That Shared My Burden,
But It Seems That,
This Quest Has Almost Been Abandoned,
I Can't Remember The Time,
That You Truly Helped Me,
That All I Am Is A Mirror,
For You To See Thee,
I Feel That This Should Be A Dream,
That I Can't Wake Up From,
But This Is Reality I'm Afraid,
Unless I Do Something For It Not To Come,
What Would It Be Like Though,
Because It Feels Like...,
That Cutt
Everybody Listen Up,
I've Got A Story To Tell If You Will,
But it Might Make You,
Want To Take A Cyanide Pill,
But Do Not Fret,
Don't Worry,
If You Listen Well,
You Will Not Be Sorry,
It All Starts With A Young Man,
Who Had Great Plans,
He Had All The Potential Of The World,
In His Hands,
But The One Thing He Could Not Seem To Have,
Something That Seemed Out Of His Grasp,
Is For a Girl To Care About Him,
For Another Hand For His To Clasp,
But His Luck Seemed To Turn,
A Friend Attempted To Set Him Up,
With Someone Thought To Be A Match,
To Help Him Finally Totally Grow Up,
But He Soon Realized,
How Could She Help Him,
And
In my bed I lay
Seeing a horrible sight
Two red eyes staring me
And sharp teeth that are white
As I quive to think that,
I'm looking in my mirror with fright
It's the darkness in me
That causes me to hold the sheets tight.
But I know this darkness,
Is what makes me fight.
And I thank you for hearing,
While I pray not to die tonight.
When did it become okay to break your promises?
When did it become okay to be two-faced?
Why do I have to be a friend on your terms?
I always have to call you.
I always have to find you.
Why do I have to be a friend on your terms?
I trusted you.
I helped you.
Why do I have to be a friend on your terms?
I've listened to your problems.
I've helped you find solutions.
Why do I have to be a friend on your terms?
You've vented your anger to me.
You've vented your frustrations to me.
So why do I have to be a friend on your terms?
Have I not been there when there was temptation?
Have I not been there when you needed it?
So why do I
Current Residence: Villa Park, IL Favourite genre of music: Metal Favourite style of art: Cartooning and Graphic Design Favourite cartoon character: Garfield the cat Personal Quote: If should I die before I wake, I give the lord my soul to take
Hey everyone,
For some reason, i'm getting inspired with a bunch of kickass graphic design ideas involving spheres and such. But that's when you guys come in, I need people who are willing to pose in some of these, which if it works out well, they'll look badass.
I would VERY grateful if some of you guys helped me out, so these pictures aren't just in my head.
And on a less trying to make me sound crazy note,
If any of you been wondering about me, i've been good, very happy actually, but for some reason, i'm being inspired to do some of my more angry poems, have no idea why, maybe my repressed anger is being released or something. So pr
Hey, I've decided to post alot of my old artwork from last year on here and finally i'll be the ones to flood ur mailboxes mwahahahahaaha!!!
So.... DA is being gay and i'm having trouble uploading and I can't flood u guys yet... but soon.
To all heavy metal listeners:
I am doing a report for my english class on the effects of heavy metal music. And it would be greatly appreciated if anyone could send me a note or comment telling me why you listen to heavy metal music.
Thanks for your time,
-John-
then they must be suffering from some ignorance, but I can't blame them, if you're not part of the culture, most likely you won't know what's involved in it